Life during holidays VS life during university

Life during university, I hoped for endless holidays.
Life during holidays, I hope for busy education life...

Life during university, I hoped for quiting all the soulless druggery of assignments, presentation and etc.
Life during holidays, I hope for persevering in tons of worksheets, tasks and etcetera...

Life during university, I hoped for spending my days by shopping, visiting Starbucks,watching movies and traveling.
Life during holidays, I hoped for no more time off.

... Because I am bored of pleasure, internet, prono treasure. Yet ONE thing I feel happy with life during holidays is I AM HOME~~

I believe in You and Me

I dreamed a dream, it told that a miracle may happen between you and me~

An email

It had voted as the best e-mail of this Year in which I received from Hui En last few days and I found it's very impressive and meaningful! It made me think deeply.

If you think you are unhappy, look at them.
如果你覺得你不快樂，看看他們。



If you think your salary is low, how about her?
如果你覺得你的收入低，那麼她的呢？



If you think you don't have many friends.
如果你覺得你沒有很多知心的朋友，看看他。



When you feel like giving up, think of this man.
當你想要放棄的時候，想想照片中的這位先生。



If you think you suffer in life, do you suffer as much as he does?
如果你得你生活在痛苦之中，你的痛苦像他的一樣多一樣重嗎？



If you complain about your transport system, how about theirs?
如果你抱怨你的交通系統太糟太亂，那麼他們的呢？



If your society is unfair to you, how about her?
如果你覺得你的社會對你不公平，那麼她的呢？



Enjoy life how it is and as it comes. Things are worse for others and a lot better for us.

There are many things in your life that will catch your eye but only a few will catch your heart---- pursue those.
生活中有多事情抓住你的眼球，但只有極少的事情可以抓住你的心-----就追尋那些觸動您心靈的事物吧。


（左）覺得上課很累很枯燥嗎？（右）他們呢？



（左）痛恨蔬菜？（右）他們連吃的都沒有



（左）你覺得父母的嘮叨與關懷讓你很受不了？（右）而他一無所有。



（左）生氣某人有名牌耐吉而你只有愛迪達？（右）他只有一種牌子。



（上）可以睡在床上不是很值得感激的事情？（下）他情願再也不用醒。





你還在抱怨嗎？


觀察你週遭的一切，並感謝所有你在短暫生命裡所能擁有的…


我們真的太幸運，因為我們擁有的比所需要的還要多！
當我們無窮無止盡的還想要更多更多時，請不要忘記除了在這現代而先進社會的我們之外，
地球上還有三分之二的其他弟兄姐妹們.


不要期望這封email會帶來幸運或想獲得甚麼，
只要把它傳送給身邊的人事物，不要只保留它。



就讓我們減少抱怨，而是提供更多的給予付出與關懷，那就夠了。

世界是否美好，就在你我，只要問自己是否付出關懷與給予，其實，上帝會回饋給你的更多更多。

Just do it, my dear friend!


STRETCH YOUR HAND TO GIVE, BUT NOT TO TAKE~~

May day

Just like the quote goes,"No bird can soar too high if it flies with its own wings", thus, in life, we have to persevere stoically to reach for the stars even though we have many ambitious desires which may be unachievable.

My final results had been released on yesterday except for the co-curricular activity's results. I felt a bit disappointed of my economy results as it did not achieve my targeted marks. (My course mates may complain that I'm perfectionist since I scored quite well in other subjects). Well, My dissatisfactory of my results :I had to blame for my carelessness as I failed to complete my final question as had thought that the duration of the time for the test was 3 hours instead of 2 hours and 30mins. It's a careless mistake that I shouldn't have done. Secondly, I knew I did not do my best in the Human Resource Management Final Test as lack of preparation. Anyway, I had to be proud of myself for having improvement in the results although couldn't achieve my targeted pointer. I am gonna to put my best foot forward in the following sems!!! The pursuit of motivation is in me now.

During this semester break, I have had the enthusiasm to try to start freelance job. Haha..ever since studying Industrial Psychology and Marketing about telecommunicating, freelance-writing job and graphics-design (freelance) had been under my interest nowadays. I felt glad that I had been signed as one of the writers of a team and the project may start in June. I appreciated the opportunity that had been given!..Hopefully I could fulfill the assigned job later.

Kindly reminder for my ownself: Japanese learning process must be continued! No more procrastination! XD..

I hope my sorrows, worries, trepidation, apprehension, pain, and fear in me can fly to the sky like the balloon above.

Random

Huh...I spent almost a day and a half just to browse through the internet for the suitable layout of my territory a.k.a my blog.Eventually, I gave up after besetting with difficulties in editing the template and I decided to create a banner for my own blog..

Hmm..another 6 hours spent during the process of innovating and creating the banner of template, and in the end, I achieved the sweet smell of success. (But I am still in the misery of searching avenues to enlarge the banner...uh,anyone knows how to enlarge it? ): )I affixed a meaningful quote to the banner:

Sow a thought, and you reap an act;
Sow an act, and you reap a habit;
Sow a habit, and you reap a character;
Sow a character, and you reap a destiny.

i found this quote quite impressive which had made me thinking of my act in the past,what characteristic will be in me in future, how's my future path and etcetera.

the end

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Time flies~~~~~



7th of May signified my first year of the university's life has ended officially...Time and tide await for no man, not realizing that I have spent a year staying in the hostel for a year.

GOODBYE 1st year hostel life
GOODBYE 2nd sem..
GOODBYE the hostel which is always infested with insects especially during raining season..
GOODBYE and WELCOME the brand new life in July..

I AM SORRY

The incident that had happened on that day had made imprint in my life. I have to admit for having my stubborn manner and innocent or somewhat foolishness after the happening. I feel very sorry to my parents and my siblings. I had made you all so worried of me. I knew I had made a big mistake and really cause disappointment and depression of you all. I am really sorry!!! Especially to mom, I know you place high expectation and hope on me, I am sorry to make you depressed over my mistake.

Anyhow, from the incident, I had realized the big mistake I had made and should learn to be careful from the people around me. Apart from that, I have learn to nurture the love of family. Without them, I could hardly rise up from the fall instead of keep mourning for the sadness. To my sister, Si En, I felt sorry as we always quarrel over something small..arigatou for the encouragement you had given me when i was so down..

>> To My Beloved Family





PS: thanks to cynthia chai and joel who have accompanied me to walk through these few days.. thanks..

Tooth Extraction and Orthodontic Treatment

As to have orthodontic treatment, 4 teeth will be extracted to give space for the teeth rearrangement.A terrible experience of tooth extraction process that I had undergone today. I never expect my extracted teeth would be so long and now the left over was the big holes with blood streaming out.

On 13th Mac 2010
4.25pm- 2 teeth were forever disappeared from my mouth..
12.25 am- suffering of hunger and pain..
- count downing for the dental appointment at 1pm later..
- maybe i shall have a farewell to my 2 forgone teeth soon
On 14th Mac 2010
1.25pm- A terrible process occurred. Due to my tooth was so firmly anchored in its socket, the dentist had pulled very hard, and he even used the scissors to cut off the root I think..Huh..

- Goodbye for my 4 healthily grown teeth.. Sorry for sacrificing you to beautify my teeth~~
~SAYONARA to my favourite Green Peas, peanuts.. T.T

The orthodontic process will be started on next friday... Good luck to myself.

On 19th Mac 2010
I had officially started my orthodontic process( wearing braces from today onwards)...
Discomfort and pain were the words to describe how I felt.

I finally able to eat my favorite instant noodles Cintan Original on the 4th day after eating oats and porridge during the previous periods. Erm...Perhaps I should say that I wasn't eat..but was actually swallowed the noodles which had been cut into smaller sizes.. Huh..My lips had been dried up(hydrated) during these few days even though I had drunk glasses of water, and yet they don't help much. Apart from that, oral ulsers seemed to have been crushed with me where there're ulsers here, there and everywhere inside my mouth. This engendered me to have more difficulty in talking and eating properly. >.<

Anyway, I have to take the opportunity to thank my sisters in hostel who have showed warming concerns towards me by bringing me to eat porridge ( Chia Pei had cooked for me once), those who helped me to think where can I buy the porridge or softer foods and so on. Arigatou Gozaimasu...

Finally, I hope that the suffers may be reduced as the days go..I'm gonna having presentation on 29th Mac and the appraoching Monday... :)

Addiction

Addicted to messaging,replying sms...
Addicted to someone's concern..(Yeap, I know I am getting silly and deep in trouble soon)
Addicted to someone's asking..
Addicted to sharing..
Addicted to such unhealthy dependency..

Bear in mind,
Self-controlling is very essential in playing it's roles now!!!
I do hope my further act will eliminate the chances of having harmful consequences and unmanagebility in studies..
Hmm..in a need of moral supports now.. Huh..

Oh yea, I shall stop addicting to excessive coffee intake.. Huh...my health is in jeopardy now..!

United we stand, divided we fall!

Obviously, I am getting neglected about my palace here..Sorry for the long pause of updating~

In the brand new year of 2010, I had joined many club or society activities such as SIFE's LDE Programme and Tiong Hua's CNY's carnival night..Well, it's worth mentioning that joining these programmes are worthy as I have recognized a bunch of funny seniors and the new students; problem-solving skills and of course I have the most fun from the participation.

5th of Feb was the day of Tiong Hua's CNY Carnival Night. We have been spending almost a week to prepare the backdrop, VIP signature piece and etcetera. I joined as the committee member of 场地布置( responsible in decorating the venue) with my another 4 flowers - Hui En, Venus , Kiwi and Siew Chen. Other members include Mandy, Jazz, Nicky and his gang, Kenneth , Toh and Jeft.Well, it was a very glad experience of joining under this team although we sacrificed most of time to orchestrate our art pieces.

Yeah.. I finally can draw and paint again...
There, I drew the chicken, mouse and pagoda..
There, I painted the above art piece, so as the pig and lamb..
I just enjoyed painting!!!

Kenneth and Jeft seems to be spending half a day to paint their 'patung'..woo..
Kiwi has shown her contribution in well-painting the horse and cow..Cool.. never know she is talented in drawing and painting...
Chia Pei had a hard time in drawing the dog.. haha..
Jazz consolidated her efforts in drawing the rabbit and cow as well..
Siew Chen has been the most busy girl in helping to improve our art
Nevertheless, profuse thanks to the senior who had helped us to buy lunch when we were involved in the druggery...
Nicky and his gang had been responsible in decorating the hall..Oh yea, they even cut the bamboos that will be used as decorations too..

The events on the carnival day was worth mentioning in which the magic shows and Mr. 豆豆's show had made my gang and I laughed and being 'high'. It's really cheering me up after the sorrows over my economy test and mistakes that my group did during the presentation. At times, I had remininced over how my f5 gang screamed, shouted and played with each during the celebration of events.

Anyway, the vertical success of the CNY Carnival Night was the teamwork of every committee members as the quote goes,' united we stand, divided we fall'. I felt touched for the appreciation that showed by the president i.e. Jordan who had given us the plaudits of our hardwork, the compliments from the VIP's wife and the audiences.


( Photos to be uploaded....soon)

the day before year 2009 ends

The Day Before Year 2009 Ends...

Due to the terrible network connection in uni's hostel,I had Hobson's choice to post up new updates when backed to home.Well,31st of Dec was somewhat a "memorable" day for me and my roommates..

I was back to BP to start my new sem of further studies and it's strange that 1st of Jan 2010 wasn't a public holiday in Johor.*SIGH*...Instead, we still need to attend lessons on that day.On 31st of Dec 2009, my housemates and I had decided to clean-up the house(hostel) as the household dusts were skyrocketting. Apart from sending the curtains to doby,a normal cleaning around the house(sweeping floors,mopping floors and etcetera..),we also had cleaned the fan.At noon, after attending our lessons, we went to jog as to achieve our keep-fit plan..haha..

It was very providential that we did not cancel our plan although we were tired after attending the lessons.An accident had occured when we were not in the hostel room.The fan in our hostel room had been broke asunder where one of the pieces was fallen on my bed. What a fortunate that I wasn't in the room when this accident happened.

We had an unforgetable day on this fateful day in which we were very lucky to escape from death and still alive.

Last but not least,

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010

The woman in your life

Someone forwarded this email to me and I think that this artical is very well impressed...


The woman in your life

Tomorrow you may get a working woman, but you should marry her with these facts as well. Here is a girl, who is as much educated as you are; Who is earning almost as much as you do;

One, who has dreams and aspirations just as you have because she is as human as you are;

One, who has never entered the kitchen in her life just like you or your Sister haven't, as she was busy in studies and competing in a system that gives no special concession to girls for their culinary achievements

One, who has lived and loved her parents & brothers & sisters, almost as much as you do for 20-25 years of her life;

One, who has bravely agreed to leave behind all that, her home, people who love her, to adopt your home, your family, your ways and even your family name

One, who is somehow expected to be a master-chef from day #1, while you sleep oblivious to her predicament in her new circumstances, environment and that kitchen

One, who is expected to make the tea, first thing in the morning and cook food at the end of the day, even if she is as tired as you are, maybe more, and yet never ever expected to complain; to be a servant, a cook, a mother, a wife, even if she doesn't want to;

and is learning just like you are as to what you want from her; and is clumsy and sloppy at times and knows that you won't like it if she is too demanding, or if she learns faster than you;

One, who has her own set of friends, and that includes boys and even men at her workplace too, those, who she knows from school days and yet is willing to put all that on the back-burners to avoid your irrational jealousy, unnecessary competition and your inherent insecurities;

Yes, she can drink and dance just as well as you can, but won't, simply

Because you won't like it, even though you say otherwise

One, who can be late from work once in a while when deadlines, just like yours, are to be met;

One, who is doing her level best and wants to make this most important, relationship in her entire life a grand success, if you just help her some and trust her;

One, who just wants one thing from you, as you are the only one she knows in your entire house - your unstinted support, your sensitivities and most importantly - your understanding, or love, if you may call it.

But not many guys understand this......

Please appreciate "HER"

I hope you will do....

Christmas Day

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

As dad needed to work and brother had to attend tuition, so we didn't have celebration. Hahaha..anyway,I celebrated it by sleeping^^ This year, neighbour stopped organising christmas party, so we didn't have turkey to eat, no nice foods..T.T.. yet we had received gifts like in the retrospect. LOL..

Haha.. my Xmas gift from neighbour this year= the hp's chain holder- a cow..

En, that's your Xmas gift-- a towel...

Min's Xmas gift- a nice handbag which had a rabbit toy on it.!!!

My 20th Birthday

My 20th Birthday
On 18th Dec 2009, I received a birthday gift from my classmates (Bee yen, han hau, teng keen, yih loong, li yin, lay yoke and pei shan) after the gathering with them. At the same time, I received early birthday wish from an old man who had his drink there XD.



The gift which is given by them-an Eighteen Eighty T-shirt.

At night, my ex-assistant manager, Kiki and George had celebrated my birthday at Gasoline Kepong. Before knowing them, I felt it’s ridiculous to befriend with someone who is older for 5 years and even more. It’s because I found not much topics can be talked to my elder cousins. But Kiki and him treated me like a young sister and always gave me comforts when I was far apart from KL.The chocolate cake that’s bought from Wonder Cake House was very delicious! And I received my 1st music box which I often hoped to receive since young. I thought it was a towel with a cow as decoration actually. Arigatou gozaimasu!


Profuse thanks to be addressed to those who had greeted me with birthday wishes through facebook, sms and etcetera.
On 19th December 2009, as going for family vacation (Langkawi Trip),I didn’t celebrate my birthday with my close friends. En had given me 2 small but nice thingies as my birthday gift that she bought in penang i.e. a keychain which had my initial written on and a guitar keychain which I had asked many people to find for me..And she did it! Glad!

At night we went to Double Good Restaurant, Penang Island to have dinner together. It was meaningful for me and en as it’s my birthday dinner with family and hers with parents before staying at Penang for her studies. Then we shopped at Queensbay Mall. Hmm..thanks to Maxis for giving me to enjoy calling for free for the whole day! Haha…Thanks to dad and mom who had bought me a blouse, a pair of Googles Jeans and Oreef Jacket as birthday gifts.


On 23rd Dec 2009, my family and I were back from Penang Island and I felt forlorn as will only be meeting en during CNY. There’s an incongruity between us as we liked to quarrel when sharing a same bedroom and when to use computer and so on.. but when separated, it’s another story..Hmm…Anyhow, I was shocked when I reached home as received a pos laju customer-responsive mail which I had to go to post office to receive my parcel there. With puzzling mind, I opened the parcel, it was delivered by my gang in UTHM ( should be was posted by my 四姐-Chia Pei). It’s a meaningful gift which had been designed and made with unremitting efforts by her and others! I wondered when they wrote the birthday greetings on. Their observation was great as they had bought me 2 pairs of Vincci earrings which I liked during our JB trip in Nov. Thanks a lot! Chia Pei, thanks for the card u made..Felt touched!






On 24th December 2009, it was 1 of my close buddies’ birthday=> Chin Ting’s big day! Wen Xuan, Chin Ting, Sean Wong, Yan Yan and I celebrated her birthday (Christmas‘s eve) together..That was an unprecedented outing in which we involved indirectly in the countdown activity! CROWDED!!! And I saw how the polices involved in the corruption when those snow-sprays sellers were caught red-handed. Our country is BOLEH in everything!!! My Birthday gift from Yan Yan>>Bracelets! I like them!!!In retrospect, we knew each since standard 5 and had celebrated birthday for quite many times every year, hoping that can be friends forever~~

On 27th December 2009,surprisingly I received another 2 belated birthday gifts.Hmm..One was from Wai Min and Pei Xuan--Famous Amos Chocolate Chips^^ Thanks a lot for delivering it to my house under the heavy rain, and hope u both take care in uni!The most unexpected gift was from Mr. Chandra,Dad's working partner who was from India- A meaningful book which's entitled "How to Enjoy Your Life and Your Job", I will be bringing it along with me to Johor. Unable to address my thanks to him directly, so thank him here..=)

The present which was given by Wai Min and Pei Xuan

- from a thoughtful and very knowledgeable man- Mr. Chandra~

Last but not least,stepping into the age of 20 finally.Honestly, I wasn't really happy with it as the more birthday I celebrated, the more increasing of my age so as my parents. =( Anyway,the fact is I need to grow up more maturely,more knowledgeable and more successful!!!

Eventually, thanks again to everyone who had given me gifts and wishes..All these had made my days very graceful as that meant you all remembered me..Tq