Heading to The Next Chapter of Life! I Am Graduated!

 

Lack of Si En, shall have family photo-shooting session again.

The end of my degree life and it was the best memories I have had with the bunch of crazy yet truthful friends. 

Friends who support you when you are in the deep troubles and sorrow. 

Friends who fight for the similar goals together and never forget to play hard together too. 

Till the day we will meet again soon!

And yea, I am officially graduated!

Next goal: Masters degree in the view :)

The imcompleted mission

Due to the unnoticed cancelled class, the whole gang had been gone to the main library to surf the Internet to rush up the assignment while I took the chance to write a journal. Hmm..I wondered when will my technical writing lecturer would like us to send her the journals. Well, I had been looking forward for the day that my missions to be completed...Nah..the missions are the followings:

Every girls hopes to being charming, gorgeous, pretty and SLIM! Nah...I just don't understand why I eat less,yet...T.T Perhaps I shall go for jogging more often already. Recently, my gang were established a goal i.e. body-shaping aligning with the thought of going to the prom night. It may sound ridiculous or funny to guys but do any girls wish for being criticized over their body shapes?No right?

Isn't the model looked gorgeous?

Let's see what will girls to achieve this goal...By eating body-shaping pills, by dieting, by jogging or yoga, by applying body-shaping cream and etcetera..I wondered which's the most effective way to get efficacy?Let's hope my goal will be established then.

The second goal of mine might be trying my best to love Manufacturing subject( Why girls need to know welding,filing and operating machines?!!!), Business Law and Management of Technology. Obviously, I lack of enthusiasm in studying these subjects which ain't my cup of tea. Hmm..I gotta try my best to participate in class discussion as well. Being proactive rather than being passive, yet I am kind of coward to speak up my opinions over the case studies. What the MOT lecturer said had beared in my mind i.e. a university student should act and think like a university student, being punctual, proactive and able to contribute ideas...

(to be continued)

Atychiphobia

Atychiphobia

Recently, I found an article that was about a list of phobias which had caught my interest.Atychiphobia means the fear of failure.I had to admit that I dislike traumatic events, embarrassment and failures! The failures in life experiences decreased my confidence, my self-esteem and the fear of failing to succeed had caused me subconsciously undermining my efforts to continue trying sometimes.


Nah, I always wanna to be a successful lady! An all-rounder! Of course, it might seem to be ridiculous as nobody can be perfect,right? Hmm.. Is Bill Gates the perfect one?!Throughout my life, I faced the failures in achieving my targets for several times. In life,we have many ambitious desires which are achieveable, just that we have to persevere stoically to achive our goals. Most of the time I failed were not because of setting a goal which was not within my reach, but was due to the atychiphobia and the lack of perseverance in the process of striving for reaching the stars.

Anyway, there's something I learned from my course subject- Marketing in which the goal we set has to be:

Specific
Measureable
Attainable
Realistic
Timely

Today,my final results were released. When I was informed by Hui En, I was praying hard for achieving my target pointer. Honestly, I did smell the failure again after my economy failed to achieve at least A- due to my own mistake I made in the final. This time, with the lack of 0.02, I failed to achieve my goal again. Ouch! My heart was shattered again!

Last sem( lack of 0.01), This sem( lack of 0.02)...Oh, I hope it will not be continuosly having the deficiency again.. Please change the word "lack" to be " surplus/abundance..."

Even though I had failed to achieve the target pointer again, but my results did improve. I am glad that the efforts of mine had paid with the sweet smell of success( an increase of my overall pointers)...Hopefully, I could maintain my academic performance in order to achieve my goal in the 4 year-university life>> 1st Degree honor!

My goal that I had set for next sem: achieve the pointer of 3.85++..I am not going to be defeated by atychiphobia~~~

May day

Just like the quote goes,"No bird can soar too high if it flies with its own wings", thus, in life, we have to persevere stoically to reach for the stars even though we have many ambitious desires which may be unachievable.

My final results had been released on yesterday except for the co-curricular activity's results. I felt a bit disappointed of my economy results as it did not achieve my targeted marks. (My course mates may complain that I'm perfectionist since I scored quite well in other subjects). Well, My dissatisfactory of my results :I had to blame for my carelessness as I failed to complete my final question as had thought that the duration of the time for the test was 3 hours instead of 2 hours and 30mins. It's a careless mistake that I shouldn't have done. Secondly, I knew I did not do my best in the Human Resource Management Final Test as lack of preparation. Anyway, I had to be proud of myself for having improvement in the results although couldn't achieve my targeted pointer. I am gonna to put my best foot forward in the following sems!!! The pursuit of motivation is in me now.

During this semester break, I have had the enthusiasm to try to start freelance job. Haha..ever since studying Industrial Psychology and Marketing about telecommunicating, freelance-writing job and graphics-design (freelance) had been under my interest nowadays. I felt glad that I had been signed as one of the writers of a team and the project may start in June. I appreciated the opportunity that had been given!..Hopefully I could fulfill the assigned job later.

Kindly reminder for my ownself: Japanese learning process must be continued! No more procrastination! XD..