离开

离开吉隆坡的日子越来越近了，好紧张啊！星期六就必须远赴南马峇株巴辖去上大学生活了！唉~~

许多种梦想在大学成绩公布的那一天就沉沉地坠落了。梦想很难照进现实，因为现实距梦想遥远。
最初的梦想-读营养学破碎了，取代而之的是生产运作管理课程（technology management production and operation）..哎哟，那是什么大学嘛？没有了梦想就没有了目标，整天过的日子就会浑浑噩噩。再仔细想一想，或许我真的不适合就读与生物科有关的科系吧。该去就读这门科系？还是去私立大学或学院呢？看着双亲的脸上增加了许多岁月的痕迹，发现双亲日渐衰弱的身体……虽然家境可允许我就读私立，但那肯定须取出蛮大笔的钱。再说，还有三个小瓜……而且我得到的科系不是去养牛羊或农业，应该还算不错吧~~或许在那儿，可以很顺利的考获1st degree。

这几天，一直在升学网站、讨论区流连，查看我将读的科系出路如何以及其课程。呼~看来似乎有幸步上父母的后尘。须读的课程包括了妈咪的拿手会计课程和爸爸的construction management。以下是这门科系的出路：

Technology Management (Production and Operation)
-Assistant construction manager
-Assistant construction site manager
-Project coordinator
-Construction site supervisor
-Construction site agent
-Construction project planner
-Assistant surveyor
-Management trainee

看来，似乎不错嘛~呼，终于按下“接受” 它了。接下来，该是忙着搬“家”了。真难过！我的房间才刚油过新漆，这么快就要告别了。我的床、我的teddies、我的电脑……，还有我的家人！真的很沮丧！真的真的不放心离家这么久，深怕回来时会发生很多事情、一些不想它发生的变化……

早上至下午都忙着去购买日需用品、衣服等，晚上就忙着去处理那份表格~噢，还有body check-up/开户口等，真麻烦！妈咪忙碌的帮我准备入学物品、日夜都嘱咐我，“记得吃正餐，闹出病，就算有多好学历也无用。”“要记得生病时，不要省钱去看医生！”“要记得保护自己。”，可以感觉到妈咪很不放心我！晚餐时，看着桌上的菜肴，想到以后可不能吃到这些充满爱心煮出的食物，很想哭~


今天父亲节，恩说要请大家吃大餐，顺便帮我办小型家庭式离别会。突然很想说，“可以不去大学吗？”但最后还是没把话说出口。夜深时，辗转难眠，接下来的日子只能靠自己了。遇到问题，更要自己处理！我真受不了离别的悲伤！太难过了！唉，也只能好好地控制自己的情绪，不想在离别时上演《梨花泪》一幕！

在此，祝各位朋友锦绣前程吧！还有无法得到任何科系的朋友，祝你们上诉成功，有缘在我的大学相会吧。
PS to en : 祝你得到师训课程~

想念的，渐行渐远
希望朋友别把我忘了、亲人能够好好地保重。

Cape no. 7

Based on the skimming of the synopsis,I had thought of the movie had some resemblance of a movie which is entitled " P.S. I loved you".Hmm..the movie is about the villagers of different ages came to form a band,and managed by a Japanese lady (Tomoko).I persoanlly don't like to watch taiwanese movie due to the slow pacement.However,as this movie had some Japanese elements in,it had ineveitably rising up my curiousity level to watch it. Moreover,Cape no.7 had nominations in this year's Golden Horse awards.

I'm very impressed with the young actress - a ten year old keyboardist in Dada (Joanne) who has been kicked out from providing her service in church because of her failure to conform to playing for a (boring) congregation.She looks so cute!Well,the forbidden love between the Japanese man and Taiwanese woman,the 7 letters which were wrote for confession,the courage to deliver them...Romantic!^^ However,the contents of the 7 letters failed to let me feel touched eventhough it got framed from within very luscious cinematography.

The plot (copied from wikipedia)-


In the 1940s near the end of the Japanese occupation of Taiwan, an unnamed teacher (Kousuke Atari) dispatched to the southernmost town of Hengchun falls in love with a local girl with the Japanese name Kojima Tomoko (Rachel Liang). After the Surrender of Japan, the teacher is forced to return home as the Chinese occupation of Taiwan resumed. On his trip home, he pens seven love letters to express his regret for leaving Kojima Tomoko, who originally planned to elope with him in Japan.

More than 60 years after the teacher left Kojima Tomoko, Aga (Van Fan) is introduced as a struggling young Hengchun-native rock band singer who could not find success in Taipei. After returning to his hometown, Aga's step father (Ju-Lung Ma), the Town Council Representative, arranged a position for him as a postman, replacing the aging Old Mao (Johnny C.J. Lin), on leave after a motorcycle accident broke his leg. One day, Aga comes across an undeliverable piece of mail that was supposed to be returned to the sender; the daughter of the now deceased Japanese teacher has decided to mail the unsent love letters to Taiwan after discovering them. Aga unlawfully keeps and opens the package to discover its contents, but the old Japanese-style address Cape No. 7, Hengchun County, Takao Prefecture can no longer be found.

Meantime a local resort hotel inside Kenting National Park is organizing a beach concert featuring Japanese pop singer Kousuke Atari, but Aga's step father makes use of his official position to insist that the opening band be composed of locals. Tomoko (Chie Tanaka), an over-the-hill Mandarin-speaking Japanese fashion model dispatched to Hengchun, is assigned the difficult task of managing this hastily assembled band, led by Aga along with six other locals of rather particular backgrounds. After a frustrating trial period, Aga and Tomoko unexpectedly begin a relationship. With some assistance from hotel maid Mingchu (Shino Lin), who is revealed to be Kojima Tomoko's granddaughter, Tomoko helps Aga find the rightful recipient of the seven love letters. Tomoko then tells Aga that she plans on returning to Japan after the concert because of a job offering. After returning the seven love letters, a heartbroken but determined Aga returns to the beach resort and performs a highly successful concert with his local band alongside Kousuke Atari, during which Tomoko accepts his love.



我想写一封思念，
贴上我温柔，
写上我深情，
在用牵挂封口，
乘着风的翅膀，
在某个黄昏映染天际的时候，
轻轻落在你的视线。

人生的十个不等

转载自Calvin传来的e-mail..蛮有意思的！共勉之~~



人生的十个不要等

一、不要等到想要得到愛時才學会付出

　　
人生就像一場戲，在等待中有過了美麗。

正如歌中所唱：該出手時就出手。

因為幸福就在你身邊。

當你付出時，愛以從你身邊輕輕劃過，

留下的是恨、遺憾。


二、不要等到孤單時才想念起你的朋友

　　
什麼是朋友？真正的朋友永遠不會離棄你。

人生得一知己足 ，孤獨時、彷徨時，

朋友是你最忠實的聽眾，他們沒有怨言，

他們有的只是一颗包容的心。


三、不要等到有了職位 ，才去努力工作


有的人一生都在等自己如意的工作，

戴到白髮之時方誨自己在著地等待。

因為世界真的很精彩，只要你肯努力，

處處都有你滿意的工作。


四、不要等到失敗時才記起他人的忠告

　　
忠言逆耳利於行，良藥苦口利於病

世人往往善於聽信讒言，

因為讒言總是美麗的，而忘了這句古話。

待到自己失去時，一切如過眼雲煙，煙消雲散。


五、不要等到生病時才意識到生命脆弱

　 　
生命真的很脆弱，一隻螞蟻可能死在你的腳下，

只不過你沒有覺察。可能你在生命的邊緣徘徊，

為什麼不珍惜自己的生命？


六、不要等到分離時後悔沒有珍惜感情


為什麼總是離別之後才懂得珍惜，

因為人無完人，金無足赤。

擁有 一顆寬容的心，善待別人就等於善待自己 。


七、不要等到有人讚賞你時才相信自己

　　
每個人都有自己的優點和長處

自信有時也是成功的鑰匙。

要等到別人的讚賞，恐怕已經太遲了，

因為生命屬於你 只有一次，沒有循環，沒有往復。


八、不要等到別人指出才知道自己錯了

　　
其實，勇於承認錯誤並沒有很可笑 ，

反而得到別人的尊重。因為每個人都会有錯誤，

只不過有的人善於掩飾自己的错誤，

有的人勇於承認罷了。


九、不要等到腰纏萬貫才準備幫助窮人

　　
助人為樂 永遠是一種美德，待到腰纏萬貫之 ，

你不一定會快樂，因為你的施捨 別人不一定接受。


十、不要等到臨死時才 發現要熱愛生活

　　
生活真的很精彩， 為什麼要遊戲人生。

人生就像一條長河 永遠沒有盡頭，沒有止境。

並不因為你 生老病死而改變。

熱愛生活就等於熱愛 自己。

因為生命總要劃上一個圓滿的句点 。

Down My Memory Lane

30th of May-

Its the last day I worked in the fishery company.Everyone of the company except the security guards had known that I will leave the company on the faithful day.Well,its the place where I have sweet and bitter memories here.I recognized a bunch of good friends and its plausible to say that I have learnt many things during this working period.

The following person had made my working life very interesting and fulled of fun+ sorrow and here are the memories we share:

1) Kiki a.k.a Kei Kei (Assistant Manager)

We always spent our lunch time together.At first,she always wanted me to share with her meals which are made by her bf a.k.a George.Yea,that's a cool guy who is so caring.^^Okay,back to kiki.As I said,she's my assistant manager,my job is to help sharing the burden of work.She is very responsible and caring.I am quite admiring her working spirit although its kinda over(too workaholic).For example,sometimes,she works till 11pm!Hmm..she seem to be a powerful lady,yet she cries easily whenever in stress or sadness.Anyway,I'm glad to have her as good friend!

2) Ah Lee a.k.a Ah Guan ( The nickname- Alibaba ) - Sales Executive

He's the 1st student of mine whom I shared out what I had learnt on the 7th working day.Secondly,he's the 2nd youngest in the company and the youngest in the sales department if without me.^^Hmm..a helpful guy who always lent a helping hand when I can't handle my orders.He's the victim of the witch of the company who always touched his face,pinches him and etc.As the proverb goes,"Don't judge a book by its cover",this guy looks quite gentleman and patient,yet he will speak out rude words out of the blue.Nah,he's said to be the most handsome guy of the company.Single-status girl can ask for his contact info from me privately.Hehe..

3) Ah Sam a.k.a 心灰

Ah Sam was my tutor who taught me to handle inter-company's orders.The 1st impression he gave me was "OMG,he's even shorter than me! Hmm..and why his act so childish?"Haha..its seem very rude to say so.Yet he's the one who always bullied me and scared me out of sudden.When I requested him to help,he oftenly treatened me with Secret Recipe's cakes as return.T_T Anyway,he brought many laughters to us during the working hour.I do think that he will be the great partner if you need someone to be your game partner.^^

4) Madam Shu

A woman who wears Crocodile branded sandals as slippers to work.She came to sales department with Ah lee on the same day.Well,she had been labelled as the weirdest woman since the day she came to interview.She asked the HR manager to give her a seat to fill in the application form.On the 1st day she worked,she asked Ah Sam to give him the seat.Hmm..her comings seem to be a nightmare for all of us!We had taught her till wanna vomit blood as she refused to note down on papers to enhance her memory!Huh...A rude lady to refuse to help on her lunch time,always askes Ah lee to buy lunch,always complains to General Manager that she's not be given orders to handle and etc.

5) Ms. Niam - The Admin

A rich woman who is rich with working experiences.She double checked my daily sales collection statements and credit notes.She put priority on the neatness of work and its proven by the daily sales reports which she kept orderly.I had a nice time to chat with her as she always understand the semantics of right and wrong before making any judgements.She's the one who told me about the darken side of the working place after I involved in a case.Thank you,Ms. Niam.

6) Ms. Tibah Chong and Ms Lim （her nickname which is given by Ah Sam -靓师奶）

Ms. Tibah Chong is a chinese/indian mix woman and she had a wonderful marriage.She's my 3rd student after Madam Shu.I could say that she's the smartest student of mine as she can cope with the item codes well!Although our culture are different,yet kiki and I can have cozy chats with her.We 3 even shared a drink together before! However, Ms. Lim (my another student too) is our leng leng and she's famous with her bouncy pom pom hairs.She is polite and has persistence in learning although she never use pc before.I personally hope she can handle the orders without any errors after i leave the company.


7) Mr. Tony (The Sales Manager)

Hmm..he can be awarded as the best one who gave sweet talks to girls.Every girl can be said till like the beauties!Hehe..Well,I could only thank him for hiring me indirectly and he gave me chance to learn using the typewritter to type tender list of Hilton Hotel on the final week I worked.Thank you!

8) Ah Hei and Ah Eng(The lorry drivers)

My days are always brighten by Ah Hei's arrivance.He always greeted me with opened arms during the mornings.Hmm..well,the closest driver is Ah Eng because he always rushed to the sales department to get hotels' orders. I will miss his fierce look very much!

9) Mr Tioh a.k.a Ah Keong Gor (Warehouse executive) and Ngo Jie

He left the company on 29th of May.Hmm..he taught me to handle the outstation's transport notes.Ngo Jie taught me to learn the names of different kind of fishes in the retail shop. She even taught me the methods of cooking fishes! COOL! hehe..I miss her curry~~

10) Ms Ding and Winnie Mun

These two ladies are my new good friends after my ex-colleague i.e. Xin Yi resigned.Their faces always braced with smiles especially Ding Ding.Both of them have been called by the colleagues as the Twins due to the reason that they always being together.I appreciate them for fetching me for lunch and the cozy chats especially Winnie.Hmm.. because of them,I only started to know Taman Ehsan also have many nice foods ;)

11) Mr. Too ( General Manager)

I'm gonna to represent Ms. Chong and Kiki to thank him for treating us mouth-washing lunches.Hmm..2ndly,profuse thanks to him for letting me to have chance to work there so that I had fate to recognize a bunch of friends + colleagues apart from gaining richful working experiences.Oh yea,thanks for the farewell too..Hehe..I'm surely miss the Squid Babies!!!By the way,I do hope him to be not so kiam siap in giving salaries.Its a fallacy to think that his employees should put higher priority in work only.Well,then the love ones are less important than work? Hmm..



Finally, profuse thanks to the farewells which were organized by my dear colleagues and I have to show my appreciation to Kiki(my assistant manager) who had guided me during the working days.Thanks for the gifts which were given by Ms. Chong and Kiki.


悄悄的我走了，
正如我悄悄的来，
我挥一挥衣袖，
不带走一片云彩！
曾经我来到这里，
我找到了许多东西，
可是在不经意间，
我又失去了!
但这些绣花针绣出的蔷薇留下的针孔将会永远的低吟。。。

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A Cozy Chat

Woohoo..My old friend i.e. Adeline Wok was coming back to kl during her sememster break.Hence,Adeline,Jia Ern and I went to Gasoline,Kepong to have a dinner together.Of course its not lacked of photo-camwhoring session and a cozy chat with the two friends who're same mind frame alike.I opined that its plausible to say that the noisiest place was from us- too much of laughter and chats!

We chatted from 7pm till 9.35pm~Our topics started from ern's hao hao,our diff schooling life to the guys we know,how terrible had the youngsters became ,what our friends doing nowadays and etc.The savoir-faire of the teenagers nowadays is really much more to be desired.Hehe..the 3 of us were discussing about the guys around us whom we know.Hmm..we were found that its seem to be a norm that guys speaking rude words, and its abnormal for those (us) who can't accept that.

Is The clock ticked too fast?!The cozy chat ended and its the time to wish each all the best and say goodbye.I really miss this two buddies!

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same. ~Flavia Weedn















~let's the memories stay~
~all de best to you girls~
~ and I REALLY MISS YOU, LOVE YOU~

My 2nd elder cousin's wedding

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY and BEST REGRADS TO SUEH CHING (my 2nd elder cousin)

It has been a norm that my parents will not bring the whole family to attend chinese wedding when they received invitation card.Hmm..the main reason is they have to give a bigger 'angpau' or my siblings will engender a ruckus.

On 10th of May,it's a great day for my 2nd elder cousin as he's getting married today.Haha..surprisingly he's the 1st one to get married among all of us(13+ 10 farer-related cousins). Hmm..is getting married at 23years old considered early?^^ I'm so curious about how's the look,attitudes and etc. of the bride.

The whole family woke up very early today,preparing to attend the tea ceremony.I hadn't sleep during the night due to my aunt and uncle sleptin my room.Hence,I had Hobson's Choice to sleep in the living room.*HOT* * Mosquitoes Bites* HUH!Well, nothing was so special about the chinese wedding tea ceremony.Anyway,the bride looked pretty in the orange wedding gown and so sweet as the Lotus seeds and red dates tea (莲子红枣茶) symbolizing that the couple will bear children quickly and continuously.

As today was Mother's day,most hotels and restaurants were fully booked.Hence,my cousin had advanced his bridal chamber party(usually at night) at noon.I opined that the bridal chamber party was more like a big reunion party as many elder relatives came.At the mean time,I realised that my mom had many aunts (7 of them) and I only met 3 of them before this.I was glad to meet my eldest cousin who I hadn't see him for 2 years.He had grown up to be more handsome,and his hair had dyed to dark brown colour.Oh yea,he's still single.LOL..

The bridal- my cousin was extremely happy today and more talkative than usual.My sis and I approached him and congrats him,and I got back his wishes.Dwelled in the riverie,I began to mininsce over the past time which me,him(sueh ching),my eldest cousin(sueh han),Jenny and sueh long played together.As we grow up,we weren't so close as before,I truly,madly,deeply miss that happy time.



My parents and my 表舅 + his wife..



The bridal's mom(my aunt) and my dearest mummy



My eldest cousin's show time!!! He sang a love song to the bride and bridegroom.




From left: my aunt, the bride( Li Yen) and My cousin a.k.a. the bridegroom approached us to drink wine.




My aunt's mom,my aunt, uncle and the couples



The same generation..Hmm..many of us right?Haha..The indian mixed with chinese blooded is my cousins too.
PS1 : Jenny,Annie ,En and Jimmy were absent in the photo.
PS2 : I hate the cameraman who asked me and min to bend down in front of the bridal and bridegroom due to our heights. DUH!



At last,camwhoring session~~






Eventually,I wish the new couples the best wishes..Hopefully,he will not forget us after having a wife.^^

Attending Social University

Attending Social University


The clock is ticking fast,and after tomorrow,i will be working at that company for a month exactly.I made up my mind to attend working was because of wanting to utilize the precious time and gain some working experience plus $.

Huh..I was like attending to a social university in which I had seen different kind of people,different ways to solve problems,different opinions,different ways to scold people and etc.Seriosly,I didn't really feel happy to work there because of the environment and those people who wore a mask on their face.But the benefits to be working there include learning something relates to sales and marketing prosedures (sales order,delivery order,invoice,cash sales,quotation and credit note) and recognized new friends and nice colleagues.After all,the life to work there could be concluded as stressful and suffering.

Everyday,i work till very late and I 'm sure that it's later than 5.15pm although I didn't go for lunch outside! ISH！！The work loads are burdening me as one of my colleague will resign on next Thurs. so I'm responsible for her work too!Haiz..Apart from that,I detest a male colleague who used my hp without asking permission and he even read my msgs.Its so immoral and he didn't even apologize after i knew about his act.Huh..sometimes I couldn't understand why he loves bullying me and xin yi.ARGH!!!And I hate the nickname he created! ISH!!!


Hmm..it's inevitable for us to do wrong but we need to understand the semantics of it and correct it as the quote went,"an error does not becomes a mistake until you refuse to correct it".Yet, in the department, the assistant manager will be purple with rage once me and others did wrong( even though its the 1st time).Haiz.. we got scolded and there's sure to have meeting to be held.

Recently,the sales department seemed to be blacklisted as having lousy working perfomances which had made our Sales director frustrated.First,the d/o and invoice of both inter branch companies need to be type "remarks" other than "others". Secondly,the credit note and goods returned note weren't counted properly (my own fault).Thirdly,sales department and warehouse were been said not to care on the exact reasons of customers who returned goods as we always said "Not Suitable".( HUh..the customers refuse to tell us even we called to ask la!!!)Forthly,the store keeper had made excuses that we just put the orders in his tray but not handed those to him by ourselves,and the director agreed with him.ISH..Then what's the tray which was said for us to put orders in for?

Today,Catherine suddenly called to ask what kiki told me yesterday as she's absent today.It was a normal reaction to ask back who is her on the call as she only keep speaking.Eventually, I was told by my colleagues that she complained that I was very rude to her.OMG! just to ask who is her only but I don't think my tone was unfriendly and fierce. 2ndly,we were being ordered by kiki to write sales orders by using autocount's new codes ,but not to start using autocount.Huh..and what the sales department got today were the bolded statement " DID NOT FOLLOW ORDERS".. I was wondering that sales department should listen to sales department's manager/ assist. manager or the account department's head.ISH!!!I very hate such working environment in which Account Department's manager and a pengampu always made small issue to become more complex and bigger and at last sure our department or warehouse been scolded.

Huh..each departments weren't coorperate at all,and it will only jeopardize the working performance and business.But such company's politic seem to be a norm for them.Huh!In front of others,they will be seemed as good friends in others' eyes.




I’m sick of your deceit.
I'm hating such job surroundings and those people!
I'm tired of being so stressful to work there.
I'm getting some barely hopes to work till next month..shall I resign asap?!

Happy April Fool?and the next day= HAPPY APRIL FOOL 2

Happy April Fool?and the next day= HAPPY APRIL FOOL 2

1st of April- The sales department which I worked in had been reported a good news which was 2 new colleagues will come after Mdm. Lee resigned.My new colleagues are named Shin Guan and Mdm.Su. Hmm..last time was only me,shin yee and kiki(The assistant manager) responsible in handling Unit C,D(outstations) & E(hotels) orders,invoices and etc. Now Mdm. Su was been hired to help us to handle the same job too.We felt excited when heard it.

But..here comes the 1st shocking senario when Human Resourses Manager( Ms. Kong) introduced them to us in the serene morning.Mdm. Su was just shocked to see the young managers and so were me,shin yee and Sam < sales coordinator >.She was even shocked when being told that she did not have her own seat and here goes her 1st question" why the company still wants to hire people when there's not enough tables for us?"..Sam was frustrated with this impolite lady who took away his chair without asking his permission.After all,Kiki explained to her about what's the work,while Sam taught Shin Guan.Hmm..we thought that Mdm. Su was an experienced lady as she knew what was sales order,delivery order & invoice. After the explanation, I taught her how to write the daily sales reports and daily sales collection.Okay,I did understand that the steps were quite complicated as need to seperate the invoices and orders as reports to 2 different people.So I explained and repeated the steps when she kept complaining she can't remembered.Hmm..she finally decided to note down in a piece of paper after Kiki asking her to.Huh..she spent more than 2 hours to do such simply thing.OWH...

Within that period,shin yee and I had busied teaching her how to write sales orders and explained which customers belonged to which Unit.Shin Yee had been wasted much of her time to teach her to do quotation and she failed to do the 2nd one by her own.She even complained to Kiki that shin yee didn't teach her but just typed blindly.Eventually she got scolded by Kiki as we heard how shin yee had explained.Huh..I could said that she really need to be beaten!!!She kept going to toilet,kept complaining,kept giving suggestions like :

a)" Why Hotels don't belong to Unit H," H " can be the initial la..
b)" Why daily sales collection need to use pencil to write the amount of RM10,RM50..Later people will rub it la",
c)"why the codes like that?why don't use...",
d)" eh..why are you so fair? by the way, last time i was same as you oooo...",
e)" why she so young can take such post? and why you worked for 7 days but can remember this?"
f)"eh..can ask the company to do like this or not? it makes me feel complicated la!"

ARGH!!!why can't she saved her time to concentrate on what she should!Haiz...we'd really can't stand her.About 3pm,the outstations transport came to deliver stocks.Kiki asked us to go along to check together.She was so daring to ask the assist. manager to wait for her to go to washroom first.Well,she seemed to be going to washroom for NN times already!!Okay,obviously she had forgotten many stuffs that we asked her to do: ask the driver to sign on the book,write transport note and etc.Her complaints was "why we need to come out and walk till so far to do this?" Huh..that was our part of job,Mdm. Su!

The hotels' orders on the next day that supposed to be done before 5pm sharp,and she started to do it at 5pm.OMG!My heart was sinked to the bottom when she apologized that she can't learn how to type and key-in so the jobs were left for me and shin yee to complete.T_T 9 orders not yet been completed!Huh...the April Fool Day was ended with I rushed doing the rest of the job and went home at 6.40pm.

Her presence was like fooling us!She didn't help at all.

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2ND OF APRIL~ Another bad day!

I had listen to my parents' advice to have more patience.Maybe her mind can't accept so much stuffs as she's older than me. Okay,it sounded reasonable.Today,my job was teaching her to do daily sales record,type sales order,delivery order and invoice;type price list and back up files(the last step before going back home).

Before my teaching job,she had to do the daily sales reports and daily sales collection.All of us were staring at each when she claimed that she had forgotten how to do at all.OMG!!!Ok,we repeated and taught again.AND SHE STILL DID IT WRONG!!!
(supposed to write her own name, she thought that write the company's name is far more better) haiz..I really wondered why her mind was so weird.

At noon,we finally can teach her to write sales order which was supposed to hand it to Delivery Manager asap.She was still dilly-dally,making me and Kiki almost wanna vomit blood.At 4pm,she started to type delivery order and invoice.Shin Yee and I felt relief as we may go home earlier.Unfortunately,she used more than 10 mins to key in Grn.No,Customer No.,and date!The items were not yet keyed in! Sighed!
I had to helped her to print letter and so on even we had reminded her which customers need us to print letter!!!I WANNA BEAT HER TO RELEASE MY ANGER ALREADY!

Daily sales record- undone, i did it finally again
Price List- undone, she did it for 1 hour for 5 items, to be continued
Back up files- not yet teach her.. She failed to complete daily sales reports

6.15pm..My work ended and I went home,leaving her there to do her daily sales reports(which can be done within 30mins)..She had been doing it for the whole day~

HAIZ....................

GOD/BUDDHA ,PLS BLESS ME! MY ANGER HAS LIMITATION TO BE HOLD ON !

Random Updates

Random Updates


In this day and age,there were several random things to tell in my space,yet none of them could be merited a blog post individually.

First of all,I had been worked as a general clerk of the Sales Department of a HQ of a factory since last Wednesday.A general clerk post needed 3 managers and a employer to interview.Haha..I was still thinking the interview was too serious.Hmm..anyway, I was still thinking that this will be only a temporary job to me and I'm gonna to prove to the employer that my choices of the courses to enter uni ain't without any future~~BLEH! Hmm..I was quite disliked him who had the fallacy to think that STPM was a cinch and everyone should be able to get 4 flat unless he had sat for it and got good results!!!


Okay,back to the main point.The work loads were considered much compared to data entry clerk's which I had been experienced 2 years ago.Let me describe what will I do everyday: write sales order and pass it to a manager,type delivery order and invoice,write daily sales reports and daily $ collection, printings and lots more. Huh..I went back home later than 5.30pm everyday( my work should be off at 5pm)..T_T.. I shall work faster and be more careful. Hmm.. I can only conclude the job is tiring!Anyway,the Sales Department could be said as fulled of warmth and happiness(sometimes seriousness). The colleagues (Ah Sam,Shin Yee,Madam Lee) and the Heads (Kiki and Tony) were friendly,helpful and very nice.After experienced the job, I found out how essential was a rest day- Sunday for me!Aha.. and thanks for the job to let me bought many formal shirts and nice skirts..Haha!

Secondly,the sad thing was my buddy-Yiing whom I had knew for 8 years was decided to go to India for dentistry course for 2 years.Omg..She's the 1st one in the gang and the class who's leaving the country so early among us.Haiz..I was sad of it.The class had been organized a farewell for her at Niji Japanese Restaurant, and we gave her a card and a purse~~Hoping her all the best in her future undertakings.Hmm..I was kinda impressed with her persistence in pursuing her dreams(since form5)- becoming dentist in future.

Thirdly,my new updates of my friends( ee von and hui ting). They both are currently studying law in Advanced Tertiary College.Heard from Hui Ting,the college is the most pioneer law school in M'sia.Its great that they had went to pursue their future studies~~Another 2 future lawyers again!It reminded me about someone-Cecilia who was doing law too...After all,my cute buddy-Tiffany has decided and will be studying food science in UCSI after her a-level in May.

(Among the gang,nikki-future doctor,yiing-future dentist,vicky-future nurse,su yuen- future pharmacist...Okay,what's next will be?)-- all are going to be professionalist! I hope I will be too...

(to be continued)

Fourthly,my cousin(2nd elder among us) will be getting married on 10Th of May.OMG!He's the earliest one who get married!The marriage age seemed to be still very early.Haha!I was kinda worried of him as he didn't have a well-income job,hoping him can earn a living.Erm..I was kinda curious how was his future wife.Fat?Thin?Pretty?Anyway,beauty is in the eyes of the beholders~Haha,erm..the another job for me now-keeping fit to wear the dress.HUH!


Okay,that's the recent updates of my life~~

A Reply to Hui Ting

A Reply to Hui Ting

Hey!Buddy!

I guessed my reply to you might be a bit brusque,but I thought that its better than saying nothing.I'd felt gladful that you considered me as someone who's an understanding friend although I doubted should I be laudable as so.

As we were sitting in the same boat and were in dilemma because of the results.I could understand much on how you felt as we did do quite well in our SPM,but dropped to the deep valley for the STPM. But that's the fact we can't change anymore.I gotta tell you this:" In life,we have many ambitious desires which are achieveable,but we lack stamina to keep pursuing.The failure to get a good pointers in STPM is just one of the trials and tribulations in the journey to sucess. We should work stoically to reach for the stars!" Hui ting,your friends didn't say wrongly,you will be succeeded with your unremitting efforts!

As you had knew,i was being asked to enter the education path by most of my family members,and I didn't really like being a teacher in future(Unless being a professor!)Okay,I was just fed up with those suggestions (choose the course pendidikan bahasa english as bahasa kedua will be better than bahasa dan linguistik ) as that were their opinions which they thought its the best for me without considering do I interested in although i'd agreed that an educator job - good for girls.

About the issue on choosing langauge course, the difference of our setbacks was just you chose to apply it because of your interest while I chose it too as I had confidence in studying this course.Honestly,after Dr.K.G. Chan mentioned that my english would be considered bad if comparing to those who were english-educated,indians and etc.This had me losing the nerves of steel to pursue it. Well,thanks for your encouragements and explanations to make me deliver judgement on choosing bahasa dan linguistik rather than pendidikan bahasa english as bahasa kedua..Other than that, you had encouraged me to apply food science which I was interested since form 5 instead of asking me to choose all languages courses as you. It made me realising that I own a good,unselfish friend!

Hui Ting,I'd hope you didn't choose to study language course just because I had encouraged you to do so.I had encouraged you in taking it,as you're proficient in english language,and this is your interest and the future career of this course ain't bad.By the way,you gotta cogitate and choose according to your real interest,ability and confidence! I have some friends who didn't do well in their STPM,hence choosing unwanted/unfamous course just to get into their wanted uni.I hoped you chose language course really after rumination.

Buddy,I'm glad to have known you.Your moral supports and your shoutout for me on that day" go for what you want" had me took persistence in applying the courses i really wanted for. TQ

Hmm..I wonder if this is really true~lol

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Depression, Ability and Desperation (D.A.D)

DEPRESSION

10th of Mac was a remarkable day in which that's the day of the STPM results was released.Hmm.. when I arrived on the scene at 1.25 pm,I was the 15th student of my class who reached to take my results.Bearing with minds and hopes, praying hard to get good results, but the truth was cruel to me.My maths and Biology results was just out of my expectation in which these 2 subjects had pulled down my cgpa.Haiz..I can't blame others but myslef who only put efforts and determinations in the last 3 months before STPM~ I was so regretful now. I knew I can do better if I started to revise earlier and earlier like form3 or form 5~ Well,here goes the saying" remorse is the pain of sin".. With my LOW cgpa, I was just wondered how would my future path to be.What courses that offered by public uni that i can enter..

Here goes the saying "Remorse is the pain of sin"..* sigh*... SO DISPRESSED with my stpm results! Haiz..


Ability

I had a long talk with my parents and my ex-tutor i.e. Dr. Chan, and what should i do if I do not get a seat in public uni thanks to certain factors (fellow hopefuls, holla if you know what i mean!)Well,as my parents and relatives said,they prefer I choose courses according to my ability.Huh,The course they hope/enourage me to take : education and language!Oh my..These ain't my cups of tea.But I know I do have ability in handling English Language.So here,it's engendered me to think about applying Bahasa dan linguitik(English).Well,etching in mind,I'm still have to challenge with those who were english educated and matrix students.

2ndly,I had wondered why had i taken biology in STPM but not Physics although my Physics got a fairly better good gred than Biology.Somehow it was plausible to say that we shouldn't do things based on our interest, but should be more on ability.Haiz.. OK,I guessed Biology was just my interest,but I was lacked of ability to handle it well.So,shall I take biology-related courses?
HUh


Desperation

Today - 16 Mac, the 6th days after the tredous day!I was getting recovered from the deep disappointment and gaining back some confidence + wishes.It was just like poem of The Road Not Taken again whereas I found that many of my friends who studied biology in F6 were thinking of choosing art stream courses rather than science field~~OUCH..Its like between the devil and deep blue sea in making decision of choosing courses and arranging the courses in sequences.

Well,i'm thankful to the on9 pals-Ervin and Yau Hoong who had helped me alot in understanding more about the course I'm interested about i.e. food science. The credits went to my beloved friends and seniors who gave me much comforts and encouragements to pursue.Today, I was ready with the choices,and applied =submitted.

Now I could only keep desperating,hoping and wishing my dream will come true.As been from the researches,its seem that not many of my friends are willing to study at other states.Thus,I'd hope that I can really get into a course that I put in my 8 choices.Perhaps choosing to go to a farer state's uni is much more better than the courses are rejected and got offers of cpurses like pemuliharaan and forestry.

Huh.. ok.. so just wish that my desperations will turn into reality(come true)..I MUST WORK HARD TO GET 1ST HONOUR DEGREE LATER ON..

Some personality tests' results

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But you should beware and serious in choosing someone to be in a relationship with

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


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Hot or not?(for girls)
Part 1] Self Confidence: 60% -> You doubt yourself in some situations.
[Part 2] Sensory Perceptions: 62% -> Somewhat sensitive to stimulation around you.
[Part 3] Body Language: 63% -> Quite good at utilizing on occasions.
[Part 4] Conversational Skills: 80% -> A real talent!
[Part 5] Empathy For Others: 80% -> An extremely kind and warm person.

You are a typical girl, like the majority.


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How well do you get along with others?
Here is the analysis:

You can make friends with anyone and are always interested in what people have to say, but you can also spend time alone quite happily and without getting bored. You don't overreact to things around you, and people consider you to be a bit of a cool cucumber.

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A profuse of thanks to yan who introduce this website to me.. It's fun!

Some Special Events In February

In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities. 

~ by Janos Arany ~

Love is sometimes denied, sometimes lost, sometimes unrecognized, but in the end,
always found with no regrets, forever valued and kept treasured.


On 21st Feb 2009,it was a special day for Dr. Chan Kok Gan and Ms. Yin Wai Fong's wedding, the holy matrimony of two educators to engage and unite in a marriage.Huh, I had been worried of finding suitable clothes to be one of the witness of their wedding which was held in First Baptist Church near UM.

Here goes the process of the wedding:
1) The pretty bride a.k.a Ms. Yin was given away by her daddy, walking down the aisle.It's a great surprise given by the bridegroom who sang a love song.WOW.. SO ROMANTIC!



2)Then here went the opening prayer section and followed by the worship in song i.e. Be Thou My Vision and Joyful,Joyful and We adore Thee.



3)After that, The Pastor gave a long speech. Well i do agree with what he said,"The wedding lasts for a day,but the marriage lasts forever" It's so impressive. Hmm...



4)The best scene of the wedding was the exchange of vow" Ms. Yin Wai Fong, do u want to get married to Mr. Chan Kok Gan?" and the normal answer " i do" was given and vice versa..After that it's followed by the exchange of rings. Wah, the rings were bought from the most romantic country- Paris! I hope to get one in future..LOL and Lastly , Mr. Chan kissed his Mrs.Chan :)









5)Eventually,there was the signing of marriage session as the ending part of the wedding ceremony.Hmm, i thought there's supposed to be throwing the bouquet of flowers section? hmmm....



There are some captions that we took during the wedding ceremony..Just like what Mr. Chan said, he's only get married for once in his life, so don't regret if didn't take photos with them.. lol


To The Both Married Couples, Wish you a love-filled marriage for life and enjoy embarking on life journey together..

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On 28th of Feb,I went back to my secondary school i.e. SMK. ST MARY with my buddies( sze yiing, tiffany, san san).Of course we met up with other ex-stmarian i.e. zhi ling,cheng luan, mei ying,vian gan and etc. The event for the last day of February 2009 that i encountered with was Sports Day. By the way, our main purpose was just to visit ouir ex-school and teachers.

Let me introduced you about the 4 houses in St Mary which were named after the ex-principal's name that was Playne( red), Mc Neil (blue), Pope (green), Pring (yellow). Ain't the names sounded cool?^^Well,looking at the sports events such as athletes', marching,non-athletes' tarik tali and etc, art groups and cheerleaders,we were remininsced over the celebrations of sports day in our year..OMG..I really missed that!We used to cheer out loudly or even hoo-ray during the school celebration such as National Day,teacher's day and etc.As ex-mc neilian,tiffany,vivian,san2 and I used to cheered these songs such as" 5,what are u waiting 4,if u wanna 3,3,2,2,1; let's do it!" , "we are mighty mc neilians,we will win the rest...",coke cheers and etc.OK,looked at the juniors now, they were just lacking of spirits.Aiyo,at least they should cheer for their houses!!!


the 4 houses on the green field~~


st john members-ready to serve!haha


the 3 designs of houses, nice?hehe..


the mc neil cheerleaders

Hmmm..finally,the champion of sposts day year 2009 was pope house,followed by pring house and mc neil house..T_T mc neil got the 3rd place.

Anyway,it didn't make me down as the purpose of we coming back not mainly for sports day event, but was to meet up with our dear teachers and of course chit-chat with old friends!We had chatted with some teachers i.e. Pn Chan,Mrs.Sivanes (the discipline teacher in our year and yet she 's able to accept our comlaints about the prefects..lol),Pn K.W Liew(tiffany and i scared to meet her as she always need us to help once we met),Pn.Tan, Mrs.Ng(the penolong kanan- she's the best teacher in the school with best manner and temper),Pn Muhazida, Pn Nurhuda and etc.



woohoo..i was stood next to my beloved Mrs Chan who taught me add maths.Oh,i had met up with Mrs Sivanes (the indian teacher)-my favourite teacher too! Haha yiing likes to make complaints to her last time..^^okay,the small part of form5 year 2006 took photo together..




me,yiing,tiff,san2 and vivian..5 朵金花？！lol


Hmmm.. we even got kissed by Mrs Sivanes before going we left for our lunch.I missed her alot!(guys, perhaps u all should come over and got her kiss,lol)


Okay,before ending my post for the blog~~These're some captions that we took in the school.Let's see the surrounding of SMK. St Mary.



that is the front of SMK ST MARY.. a perfect place for students to study,as there is without rubbish around the floor, with clean corridors and WASHROOMS, serene,and without guys to disturb girls..LOL..



the quadrangle i.e the place we have our assembly and the noisiest or naughtiest class will be brought down to get punish-standing there..^^ Don't u found the design of the school is amazing?It's Q-shaped.



~the corridors which we had lots of memories as we had reading books session during the mornings before the school lessons started.


the nice pool with fishes and and greenery of leaves.Aha,tiff was suggested some surreal frogs should have been added there..Good Idea!



I love this scene the most. I bet photographer of the Editor Board will agree with me as they always put this scenery in the school magazine..



The teachers' office-the place that tiffany and I always went to as it's part of our responsibilities..



aha..canteen!the table which had a bottle was my gang's choice to be there during recess..okay,look at the cleanliness!haha no flies around too.^^



The Girls' washrooms(anyway,there's no male students as this's a girl school)..

The floors-dry
The sinks-clean with hand-washer provided
The mirrors-PERFECT!
Overall,clean and don't have smelly odour!!!


Here were some impressive quotes that put on the board in the school..



attitude breakthrough challenge(ABC CONCEPT which was all about going back to the basics. ABC helps youth discover, maximize and fulfill their potentials through values-based, knowledge-rich and creative-interactive programme that will inspire their minds, change their attitudes and mould their character.




Hmm..st marians and ex-stmarians! Hope this can help u to remember the school's motto- I SERVE!

I hope that St Mary will be proud of me too..^^