Before Mooncake Festival

It was great to have holidays after some tragic moments that I experienced..Haha..it sounded bad?lol..Anyway, I am getting back into shape. Gotta thank my friends especially my course mates who had encouraged and supported me.. Ok, I shall note the self-promise here..I GOTTA STUDY BUSINESS LAW,MOT AND JAPANESE..oh no, i m gonna in deep trouble since I wasted quite some time. Hmm..lacked of good mood and because of sickness and insomia..huh.. my study plan has dragged some time..

In short, MIA in the past few days..

Well, I wanna blog about this...Mom, Thank you! I am getting admired of her hands, her determination for baking life and her baking skill!She baked moon cakes again this year, and I ♥ mooncakes!!!

Here are some photos......

involved in making 公仔饼( 猪笼饼) - Moon Biscuit

"Ready? Faster come and help...", said mom.

mom continued making after I failed to make another 3 after showing me the procedures

piggies are cuter and easier to make..^^

haha..they are readied to be eaten! ROAR~~

hehe..nice?

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Tomorrow, mom will be baking traditional moon cakes again..

I am preparing my stomach for them^^

Okay, I shall not forget this...I ♥

it..

100% lemon flavor with pandan skin..( mom's creative idea of mixing them..haha..)

well, i love sour-sweet food..so this suits my taste=)

and of course, I love the salty egg yolk..

Lousy si en, don dare to take a try

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Since it's finally 99th post, haha.. i'm gonna reward sth to my blog..lol..joking..

a photo to share.. I just succeeded to make the second one (instead of round beads..)

duration of process: more than 3 hours.. =(

That's it..=)

hmm..yesterday, it's no longer looks like this after my itchy hands did sth towards it..

it's in need of siew chen's thread/string to make it back in fixer shape..=)

Tears

Tears are words the heart can't express,

Tears fall,

They can be easily wiped off with the sleeves,

but how do I erase the stain from my heart?

How to mend the shattered heart which often be teared?

Anti-racism

Over the past few weeks, the racism issue has become the talk of the town with the servants of the government under the education system have committed certain acts which disrupted the racial sentiments in the country. Reading about the disgraced issues of headmistress who named as Siti Inshah, I am kinda shocked with the spoken words from this woman's mouth : Chinese students are not needed in the school and can go back to China or Sekolah Foon Yew (a private Chinese school in Johor), and that the prayer strings Indian students wear on their neck and wrist make them look like dogs, and only dogs would be tied this way.

It's such a disrespect towards other races whereby it's no truth stated that her ethnic group is the origin in this country. Furthermore, without other races as collaboration in business and many other fields, I guess it wont be having Malaysia celebrating its 53rd Independence Day! Without the efforts and consolidations in building up our country's economics, can the country make a breakthrough towards development?! There's arising issues of racists of headmaster in Kedah who called his students to go back to China. Well, the racist remarks by the educators in this multi-racial country had shown a contrast towards our PM's 1 Malaysia's initiative.I was impressed with the Namawee's video which entiled "Nah" which contained the main objective of condemning and speaking up for the rest of us towards discrimination although the obscene or foul words were being used . I hope the draconian measures will be taken towards the educators who had involved in uttering the racist remarks.Hopefully, there's no cover-up cases again!Regardless of the skin colour of the culprit, he or she should be dealt with the law accordingly.

Apart from the racists remarks uttered by the educators, there's another embarrassing issue which had happened in parliament. I wonder if the black sheeps could stop mis-allocating the power of political agenda or motives and etc. in devastating the country's harmony and peace! 1 Malaysia concept shall not be exhortation or slogan, but being practiced towards the development of country!

A Chinese woman who wanted to lodge a report being asked by the inspector

to go back to China as failed to speak in Malay

The happenings in Parliament.. =.=|| Can someone define the roles of politicians to me?! hmm..

I ♥ Malaysia, but does Malaysia ♥ me?? I can't feel the love..

Appreciate life

It's surprising to hear that my friend's friend had jumped down from a building to commit suicide, and he's dead. Well, what comes to our thought when heard such news was: " What had happened to him?", "Why he chose such approach?" "Is the news real?"...Huh..although he is not my friend, but I do feel pity for him who has chosen such approach to end his life because of owing others money.. Huh, human beings, please do appreciate life although sometimes, the sorrows are hard to be beared. Be tough!

29th Aug., terrible night...

The rain falls because the sky can no longer handle its heavyness..Just like tears. It falls because the heart can no longer handle the pain...terrible night in which no concern was given while I was suffered of fever..

Noted=(

Life as having many unanticipated events where full of bittersweet moments. Indeed, there are moments in life that we need to get out from our comfort zone.Everything has its limits and it burst out when its totally heavy to carry on. But what's the essence of this quote is that we learn to let go of the pain.

Terribly Sick

It's a terrible week in which I was terribly in need for better quality of medicines!!!
Argh...went to pharmacy for few times and PKU (for twice), yet the sickness wasn't cured and yet it seemed like deteriorating , Haiz.... from sore-throat, fever till coughing and now>>caught flu~~gosh, I must be recovered before next week otherwise I will face difficulties to face the war of exams...

In need of healthy body,
In need of litres of clean water,
In need of concerns,
In need of antibiotic in which PKU never supplies me...
In need of rest
In need of better immune system...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..HELP!!!

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Homesick!!I am counting down the dates to go back K.L. I 'm missing home baked mooncakes very much..Hmm..can't wait to watch the korean dramas that will be brought back by en..

Currently, I was very busy with the assignments and focus back on my neglected studies. Hmm..it would be a tough nut to crack to follow back as lacking of learning materials. Hmm..perhaps my gang were over-relaxed last week as we hanged out to BP Mall and carrefour..

Kinda sad of the friendship that goes sour and bitter after arising problems since last sem and this sem. Hmm.. I guessed it might be better to wear a mask rather than speaking too straightforward next time. Anyway, after a cozy chat among us, we set up a plan where each of us analyze each shortcomings and help each other to improve oneself. I'm a realist and not afraid of admitting my mistakes yet I might need people to point it out. Girls, let's improve ourselves...

Dedicated to Si En, a friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words...A word of "sorry" might be hard to be said out, yet it's worth to be said to her whom you treated as your best friend. take care...=) see you in September..chill

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23/8---japanese quiz...
24-26/8--- MIS test
2/9---manufacturing and QM test...
3/9---Business law test...

Seriously, I should engross in studies d..looking forward 25/9..ganbatte kudasai,carene!!! uh..

Departures

Departures おくりびと which was the winner of 2009 academy award for the Best Foreign Movie. Its synopsis caught my attention and its theme song which named " Departures" instrumental song made me eager to watch it. The busy has no time for tears, yet this movie's synopsis reminded me about spending some time for the one we love.

Will I be missed if I leave the world one day?
Will anyone shed tears for me if I leave?

Will I have chance to thank them for their existence in my life?
Had I leave some memories etching in their minds before I leave?

❤ Appreciate the ones you love and shower them with love and care ❤

突然

突然

心中有莫名的哀伤

慢慢地，泪水就滑落脸颊。。。

突然

很想把脑袋放空

很想把开怀填进我的心扉。。。

突然

有点落寞，我不懂该怎么说，让它在无声中逝去

或许，那个常欢笑的女生已离我远去。。。

是时候找回自我了吗？

The imcompleted mission

Due to the unnoticed cancelled class, the whole gang had been gone to the main library to surf the Internet to rush up the assignment while I took the chance to write a journal. Hmm..I wondered when will my technical writing lecturer would like us to send her the journals. Well, I had been looking forward for the day that my missions to be completed...Nah..the missions are the followings:

Every girls hopes to being charming, gorgeous, pretty and SLIM! Nah...I just don't understand why I eat less,yet...T.T Perhaps I shall go for jogging more often already. Recently, my gang were established a goal i.e. body-shaping aligning with the thought of going to the prom night. It may sound ridiculous or funny to guys but do any girls wish for being criticized over their body shapes?No right?

Isn't the model looked gorgeous?

Let's see what will girls to achieve this goal...By eating body-shaping pills, by dieting, by jogging or yoga, by applying body-shaping cream and etcetera..I wondered which's the most effective way to get efficacy?Let's hope my goal will be established then.

The second goal of mine might be trying my best to love Manufacturing subject( Why girls need to know welding,filing and operating machines?!!!), Business Law and Management of Technology. Obviously, I lack of enthusiasm in studying these subjects which ain't my cup of tea. Hmm..I gotta try my best to participate in class discussion as well. Being proactive rather than being passive, yet I am kind of coward to speak up my opinions over the case studies. What the MOT lecturer said had beared in my mind i.e. a university student should act and think like a university student, being punctual, proactive and able to contribute ideas...

(to be continued)

Sem 1 of the second year...

It is the first semester of the second year studying in UTHM. Due to the intake of the new students, the foreign language class has been reserved to them while the seniors have the suffer of transferring credit hours or session. After 2 weeks of settling in the new home in which I transferred out to live outside the hostel, I finally have time to update my territory.

My course's schedule has been changed in this semester .I am taking Japanese language course, business law and manufacturing workshop...It's sounded like I'm studying professional courses. Let's briefly talking what had I learnt recently..

Form the Japanese class, I have learned to write hiragana while struggling in writing katagana..Oh no! I hate keep practicing to write words like what I had done in kindergarten and primary school...However, it's fun that I can speak some Japanese words like ' ohaiyoo gozaimasu', 'gambatte kudasai', 'tadaima',' hajimemashitte doozoyoroshiku', and ' issyo issyori itekudasai' which signifies 'please stay with me as long as I live'... Haha..there' still a lot for learning!

Hmm...The business law is kind of a boring course while my group had been selected to conduct presentation for Contract Law topic.Uhh...it's seem like the subjects in this year are very difficult to learn.

The manufacturing workshop can be illustrated by the photos below:



In this new semester, there's a new change in my life. Hmmm..
It's nothing like brewing a nice cup of coffee or espresso...
A nice cup of coffee or espresso must not be too sweet or too bitter, and with the optimum temperature and has strong fragrant...
In order to make this nice cup of coffee or espresso, the person must be putting in hearts and souls otherwise the coffee might turned out to be a fiasco. I'm trying my best to put my foots forward to serve a nice cup of coffee or espresso...=)

18th of July- etching in my mind

给予大学及学院生的忠告

To 大学及学院生的忠告!!

Something that I found from my friend's blog which is especially for uni's students to read..=)
1.进入大学，你的所有过去对于他们来说是一张白纸，这是你最好的重新塑造自己形象的时候。

2.大学可能有真实的爱情，但只是可能。很多时候他们是因为别人都谈恋爱而羡慕或者别的原因而在一起。

3.你在大学有很多意外用钱的地方。为了你的家人和你自己的前途，永远别乱花钱。

4.你大学的朋友很可能就是你将来事业的一部分。他们会帮助你。但是你也应该让自己有能够帮助他们的实力，所以，你要努力。

5.很多事情当你再回忆时会发现其实没什么。所以，不管你当时多么生气愤怒或者别的，都告诉自己不必这样。

6.学习，永远不要忘记。如果你学习失败了，你就什么也不是，当然，也不排除意外，但问题是，你会是那个意外吗？

7.别说脏话，你应该知道习惯的力量。你随便的一个字或者几个字会让你在别人心中的形象大打折扣。

8.好好利用在公共场合说话的机会，展示或者锻炼。

9.别为你自己和别人下定论，这非常重要。你所看到听到的可能只是一面。

10.如果你发现很久了你一直是一个人去食堂吃饭或者去上自习，别在意，大学里一个人是正常的。

11..很多事情别人通知你了，要说谢谢，没有通知你，不要责怪，因为那些事情你其实应该自己弄清楚。

12.“我请你吃饭”之类的话永远不要乱说。

13.尊严是最重要的，但在大学里，要懂得利用这个空间锻炼自己，让自己的尊严有足够大的承受力。除了你自己，没人会为你保留它。社会是一个最喜欢打碎人的尊严的地方。

14.大学是亚社会，当你上了高年级后，要让自己有大人的形象，大一的孩子看到你，你要能让他们感觉到你是他们的学长，你很成熟。

15.你有足够的理由佩服每天早起的人，不信的话，你去做，做到后会发现有很多人在佩服你呢。

16.经常给家里打个电话。

17.你可以有喝醉的时候，但是你要明白和真正的朋友一醉才能让伤心事休，否则，你只会是别人的谈资和笑柄。

18.如果你三/四年内很少去图书馆的话，你就等于自己浪费了一大笔的财富。

19.不论男人还是女人，如果在大学里还把容貌当做重要的东西而过分重视的话，可能不会吃亏，但是早晚会吃亏。

20..新学期如果你接新生的话，当被问到学校怎么样之类的问题时，你要记住你不但是这个学校的一分子，你更要给学弟学妹带来信心，你走过大一，你应该知道那时候对学长的信任多深。

21.别迷恋网络游戏。千万别。永远别。

22.“我爱你”。别对很多人说这句话，在大学里，希望你只对一个人说，这是尊重你爱的人，更是尊重你自己的感情。

23.在大学里，你有足够的空间承受失败和打击，因此，你真的应该找找自信和自傲的区别，可以用一辈子的。

24.如果你的个性让很多人对你敬而远之，那么你的个性是失败的，个性的成功在于能吸引，而不是能排斥。

25.如果把上课不睡觉当做一种锻炼并且你做到了，那么，你将会很强。

26.学生会的主席之类的干部，如果你尊重他们，告诉你自己那是因为他们是你的学长而不是因为他们是你的上级。

27.别怕丢人，那是一种成功的尝试，不要笑话那些上台丢人的人。

28.从绝望中寻找希望，人生终将辉煌。

29.如果你不抽烟的话，你的精力将会比抽烟的时候好。

30.你的确要学会有心计，但是永远记住，要胜利的唯一的方法永远只是:实力。

31.面对不公平的东西，不要抱怨，你不如去努力奋斗，争取你自己最合适的公平。

32.人生百态，不要对新的看不惯的东西生气，无所谓的，比如说恋人同居问题，这和我们很多人无关。

33.记住:为自己设定一个远大的人生目标，并终生为之奋斗。

34..在大学里就开始训练自己的冷静力，这是一种能力，有大事时，能安静并能快速想出办法的人，很厉害。

35.大学的竞争范围是所有的大学生，所以，你知道是否敢放松学习。

36.大了，成熟了，稳重了，但是这和激情不矛盾，一种对工作和学习的冲击力及持久力会让你有特殊的魅力。

37.记住，即便你是学生会主席，如果你的四级没过，没有毕业证，仍然不会有单位想要你。单位需要的是工作的人而不是当官的人。

38.永远不要嘲笑你的教师单调，因为有一天现实会让你为这种愚蠢付出代价。

39.不要幻想自己能成为招聘会上的宠儿，很快你就会明白: 百分之七十的初中生都可以上大学。

40.英语一定要学好。

41.你可以看不惯一些东西，但是你应该学会接受，如果你没法改变那一切的话。

42.对陌生人，或者把对方当做一张白纸，或者把对方当做你的朋友，总之别当做敌人，即使你听到再多的关于他(她)的不好的传闻。

43.爱你的人，不管你接不接受，你都应该感谢对方。

44.每个星期一定要抽时间出来锻炼身体的。好处多多。

45.如果有人嫉妒你，你可以把他从竞争者之列删除了。怀嫉妒之心者，难成大事。

46..别去争论，人不可能赢得争论，可以说，争论所提及的话题都是不值得去争论的。

47.成功的方法多种多样，别不接受你看不惯的方法。

48.男人，你长得可以不帅，但你这个人必须帅，而且，那才是真正的帅。(当然，女人也是同样的道理)所以，不必在穿着打扮上花太多心思。

49.别以为在学生会你能得到你曾经想要的。工作的热情很可能因为你所看到的所经历的一些事而改变。

50.文或武，你总要有一样。样样通样样松都是禁忌。样样通几样更通方是境界。

51.还能冲动，表明你还对生活有激情，总是冲动，表明你还不懂生活。

52.如果你不能拥有，那么告诉自己别忘记——如果你能承受那伤痛的话。

53.虽然班级的概念在大学并不明显，但是也别忘记，你的同学你的朋友。

54.准备考研，早点比晚点好。

55.别抱怨四级六级，那是证明你能力的很好的东西。

56.要有精英意识，考虑一下，大学的人了，迷恋武侠和言情，已经没有任何意义。

57.莫过于耿直，莫过于圆滑。外圆内方是一种视野，视野决定着境界。

58.大学的手机是否应该用只有自己有答案。

59.永远别渴望做个谁都不得罪的人，在反对和支持声中自己做出决定才精彩。

60.要有魄力，即使是失败，也不要让自己的人生平庸。

61.喜欢一个人，就勇敢地告诉他或者她。大学是学习的地方，但是我理解爱情的力量。

62.应该相信一句话:没有不可能的事情！只要去做。现在我们是学生，十年后呢？

63.不要总想是否能成功，既然选择，便当风雨兼程。

64.后悔，它是一种耗费精神的情绪，后悔是比损失更大的损失，比错误更大的错误。所以不要后悔。

65.我们确实活得艰难，要承受种种外部的压力，更要面对自己内心的困惑。在苦苦挣扎中，如果有人向你投以理解的目光，你会感到一种生命的暖意，或许仅有短暂的一瞥，便足以使我感奋不已。

66.每个人都有潜在的能量，只是很容易被习惯所掩盖，被时间所迷离，被惰性所消磨。

67..相信时间的力量，可以冲淡很多东西。

68.记住:目光要深远。你的目光看多远你就能走多远。

69.人生有很多次如果，但是，没有一次“但是”。

70.永远不要瞧不起大学里的贫困生。

71.在大学时代看看学校的招聘会吧，你会感觉到一种前途的危机。全是人，全是人，全是人……

72.越大，我们就会发现对与错越是那么不明显，这不是错，这是事实，而且无法改变。

73.记住结交每一个值得结交的朋友。

74.无聊的时候，别忘记朋友。朋友无聊的时候，别忘记你是他们的朋友。

75.如果你没有珍惜大学这三/四年，你一定会抱憾终生。

Semester break 2010 ended

Today will be the last day I will be staying at my sweetest home!Tomorrow,at this time, I will be in Batu Pahat already~Oh no..so sad!I will be missing my mom's home cook again.. Hmm..nasi lemak,roast pork,wan ton mee, sambal, tom yam prawns and etcetera! Hmm..no wonder I will gain weight during holidays...Mom's cook is still de best!=)

Missions uncompleted during holidays included failing to finish up some chapters of books that i brought back,only managed to finish reading some Japanese Language, and the main mission during the holidays was failed to be reached out to and the results of it was even worse.Hmm..I'm gonna to try my best to reach my targets!woohoo..challenging life!haha..

Before going to bed, I had tried to make up some fun with the art (with the aid of photo editor as well..)..

It supposed to be a gif.file in which the head of the gal will be moving..lol

OKAY,I'm officially announcing that...

My sem breaks end~~

Tomorrow I will be busy unpacking luggages, cleaning the new house..OH NO!!

Good Luck to myself and wish myself all the best..^^

striving for the targets!!!=) self motivation~~

Ps: my teeth are terribly aching because of the tighten-up braces..Huh..

My Final Outings before Semester Break 2010

The clock strikes!!!The remainder of the calendar showed I still have 2 more days to go back to uni life again.Oh, it doesn't sound like a good news to me as I failed to keep up my plan of studying japanese and finishing up some chapters during holidays. Ouch..Am I slacking too much?Hmm..I just managed to fulfill some plans during the holidays. Nah..Japanese Language, I'm going to ensure myself to study u more during the next holidays!!!Haha..

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Anyway, before my semester break holidays end, there are some historical and memorable events that I would like to jot them down in my territory.

On 7th of July 2010, there is a huge bunch of us who had spent 13 hours++ together. Yan Yan, Bennie Tay and I had joined the Sc2 guys a.k.a Kah Sing, Dinaiz, Chee Boon, Kelvin Chan and the girls a.k.a. Wai Min and Pei Xuan to play bowling together. I was shocked when saw the bowling court was renovated and it's prettily comfortable! Haha..the marks of the 2nd game which played by Yan Yan and Han Hau were differed by only 1 mark with Yan Yan was the winner! Cool! Had been not playing bowling since form6 life ended.

After that,we went to Bel Pasto Pizza Italian Restaurant to eat lunch together before we headed for a movie entitled,"Knight and Day".
The 4 girls ordered the same set lunch together.Hmm..the soup of the day is carrot creamy soup- tasted a bit weird.I liked the spaghetti!After that, Chin Ting joined us for the movie.The movie-a funny comedy which made me kept laughing. After that, we played snooker and "football game" together. It's fun!Afterwards, we headed to i-City @ Shah Alam and we had been stuck in traffic jam for some moments.

Ladies and gentlemen, let the photos speak for themselves..^^

The scenery of i-city

All of us together~~

~haha..the owner of this territory~

~dec baby a.k.a chin ting~

~star star a.k.a yan yan~

It's a great marathon event where we hanged out from Selayang Mall, Bel Pasto,1U to i-city with gasoline as our last stop of the day. Tiring but happy!!!Haha..we are gonna to meet up again during raya holidays,perhaps?!

Oh yea, thank you for the driver of the day a.k.a Bennie Tay=)

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8th of July 2010

I woke up with tiring body and sleepy eyes at 10am. It was the day which I would be hanging out with st mary gang! Wow!I looked forward to this day as I would be meeting the good buddies a.k.a von,val, shan and eileen..(too bad yiing and vicky weren't here..)Hmmph!!!

Venue: De Pastry Chef at Menjalara

The Ladies: Vonz, val,shan,me, eileen,nikki,su yuen, pei xuan =)

Today's buffet lunch was nicer than the previous one I went as has my favorite yam and mint ice-cream.As usual, we took lotsa photos when we hanged out.Ever since we studied apart with Val studying in Spore,me in johor, Shan in kedah, Eileen in utar, vonz in ATC...everyone are busy studying in different place and we could only meet up during breaks(it's hard to match everyone's time,yet it's great that most of us're having holidays now).It's a wonderful gathering for all of us though..=)

the ladies with kki returned home earlier..

with pretty vonz...

haha..with val..she looks gorgeous after din meet for so lg time..=)

haha..geisha jie was next to me=)...the pretty girls gang!wakaka..

..more photos will be uploaded soon..

After the buffet lunch, val,shan,von, martin (von's darling) and I went to watch The Predators. Honestly, I almost fell asleep due to the lack of sleep yesterday. Tired! Haha..it's funny to see shan being shocked when she saw bloody scene.*LOL*

hope our von von mui mui zai will have fruitful felicity with her darling.It's a nice impression given by him anyway...CHEERS=)